Well... I know that is a deep subject! Sometimes that is all I can say, with a sigh. Because I can not believe what I am doing, how I am talking and what happens to me every day because I love my Lord. So sometimes all I can say is well...... (with a sigh)! This is why I am writing my days for you so you can see His power in them and maybe your days can have some of His power in them too!!
Today started of kinda awkward. I was invited to help one of my friends at church that goes to nursing homes and leads them in a small church service every other week or so. I was told to meet at the church at 8:30 and we would leave from there. I was moving kinda slow this morning because I was listening to my lord and being in a "still" kinda mode. I was very honored that I was invited and so please that the Lord was giving me this opportunity to glorify Him once again. I use to be nervous and scared when He ask me to do anything, I would even cry uncontrollably when ever He ask me to write something or when He ask me to do my ministry full time, I cried for about 3 months before I had enough of His strength in me to do it. I was so stubborn in giving up myself it took 3 months of every day crying for me to realize How powerful He really is. That was almost two years ago and I have given my every days to Him since then. It is a lot easier to do what ever He ask of me because more of Him is in me. Thank you Jesus for being so patient with me and not giving up on me. Since He was so patient with me I have learned to be very patient with others.
Lets go back today, well I was going to the church at 8:30 and no one was there, so I went to the nursing home myself thinking I missed them and they told me it doesn't start until 10:00! I went back to the church and there was my friend Jennifer waiting for me and then we left. We had a good laugh about getting my time messed up but I did learn something about myself with that mix up. I did not go home and give up and think they left with out me. I can remember a day I would have done that. I went directly to the nursing home, that was what Christ has put in me to keep going, not turn back, keep going forward, you do not know what lies a head but God does. Even though I went and It didn't start until 10:00 I did not get up set and think how dumb I was or blame some one else for giving me the wrong time, I thought it was a humorous mix up and I did not let that set my mood to going in the wrong direction. Thank you Lord for giving me your thinking and learning more about who you have made me to be.
Jennifer and I had a great time together talking about the Lord, she had picked out the scripture for today and His power showed once again in His talking through her and me with the stories I told. She also sang with the gift of voice that He gave Her and she made me get teary eyed with how His Spirit in her voice comes out. With that being a glorious service I was lead into another opportunity to glorify Him. The activity director ask me to come and witness to others if I would like any time there was no schedule. I said I would be delighted. So I went the next day which was March 2, 2012.