Good afternoon to all, grace and peace from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ.
I am at a place in life thirty years ago I thought I would not ever have to face. My dear husband , my best friend, and I are separating. I have been married for thirty years, but as most of you know God changed me drastically eight years ago.
My Lord's grace had a huge effect on me as if I had a surgical operation inside. My thinking, speaking, loving and living changed the moment his love touched my soul and I was willingly to give all to him everyday from that day forward. His presence has given me so much love, grace, faith and a hope that never fails as I am willingly to put him above all.
As my Father and I grew in our love for each other I could tell by my husbands conversations and body language he did not feel the same about our Heavenly Father has I did. God prepared me for the day I would have to leave by what He gave me of himself I was able too. I do not blame my husband, it is not about blame, it is about God's truth in who he is for all human kind.
Each of us have to face his truth within ourselves on our own journey. I have prayed many times for all people in my life, and those I do not know, including myself, that we will be wanting to go toward our Father by what he gives us instead of away from Him. This we know by what he gives us inside by the gift Himself for those that accept Him and His love for who He is.
There were 100 reasons for me to stay, but I gave those up for the one true reason that compelled me to go. That reason was the love my Father has for me and my husband. Although my husband does not know His love that passes all understanding of love we have on our own, I know he will by what God gives me of Himself with his faith, hope and love that never fails. Please do not misunderstand me, this was not a easy move for me. With it came many tears but my Father wiped them all.
It is because I loved, love, and will continue to love my Father more than anything and anyone in this world by all He gives me of himself that I know my Heavenly Father will care for my husband. God will use every resource to bring my husband to Him and receive the love God has stored for him. My Father will care for him in my absence, and we will give him the glory and the praise for all He saves from themselves, Satan and the world.
Give your cares to God and he will care for you is one of the truths our Father loves to prove to his reborn children. How He cares for us and our loved ones will always amaze us!!
Our Father's love is only offered through His Holy Son Jesus Christ at the cross. It is a relationship open to all of his natural children on earth when they are lead by his love wanting to surrender all of their lives to Him. Through Christ they can receive His life giving Spirit that changes them. He will ask and test us to prove to ourselves and others that we do love Him by the faith he gives us above all things and all people. This way He can prove who he is for his reborn children and get the glory and the praise for all that he gives each of us who are willing to give all to him.
His love and peace always,